Sky full of lighters

Says it all

2012-02-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

2012

2012-02-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hi (:
Just thought i'll update this dead space since I still have a little energy left before jumping into bed and K.O.
2011 has been a great and not-so-great year for me but nevertheless, here's 2012.
One more year left in poly and I'm feeling quite reluctant to accept that I'll be leaving SP soon.
2011 went by so fast! I'd think 2012 would be even faster because of the 3 months of ITP.
These few weeks, projects are piling up to my neck.
Never thought I'll be able to get them done but I still got them done in the end anyway.
Just a few more left and it'll be time to hit the books for End of Year papers.
Feeling dreadful just thinking about it. Oh well at least I have great people around me :D
Okay, I think I'm really done here. I can't think of anything more to write.
Nonono, one last thing! Journey 2 the mysterious island was awesome! Really awesome!
They say who you watch movies with plays a part too right? Yeah, the one I watched that movie with was awesome too ^^
Ah, i'm really tired. Goodnight!

Moved, I guess.

2011-12-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

I'm off to tumblr, http://yinglenys.tumblr.com ! Find me there.

Part of the list

2011-09-22T23:42:00.004+08:00

"They're all part of the list, things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile."

Bangkok, Day 1.

2011-09-15T23:54:00.024+08:00

As promised... here's a post on the first day of my Thailand trip!
All in all, I went for 8 days. (:

So.... I flew SQ to BKK. It was a really early flight and I had to leave the house at 5 in the morning. And I was working the night before... and I didnt even pack my luggage at all.
So, I didnt manage to sleep at all. ):

Had breakfast @ Burger King first because I was dead hungry.

(PS: I was alr hungry at around 1 plus)
My grandfather & my mum.

My grandmother, brother & my pri 4 Aunty.
(It's complicated to tell you why she's my aunty, ask me face to face if you want) Me & my 2 other sisters.

I was so tired I didnt even touch my meal which was poached eggs with chicken sausages.
They had great flight entertainment system but I was far too tired to enjoy it ):
The flight was 2 hours so it was a rather quick one.

Met my dad at BKK airport and he chartered two minivan to bring us around.

Caught some sleep to our first destination..

I dont know what the hell this is but it was super long.

Like 1 1/2 hours on the long speed boat thing.

The pictures below are what you see in the surroundings.
Yup, unglam shot of my grandma. Lololol
This is a Buddhist school if I'm not wrong.
Stick houses of the people there.

This is the exact same boat that I was sitting on.
More stick houses.... Yup.... you'll see ALOT of this in the floating market. ( Will post about it in the next few postMe & my Mama ♥
The lot of us that went. ( Mum and grandma is not in the photo)

There are 13 people altogether by the way (:
After that boat thing, we went to have our lunch at this restaurant called..... Yup, food was super nice :D:D:D:D:D Fried fish with sliced onions, carrots and vege. Seafood fried rice with the fried crab claw & Vegetables. This is super nice!!!!! It's like curry in coconut.

There's chunks of chicken in there too!
After lunch, we headed to another place.
This is some famous temple called the "king's temple".

They say that the temple is very nice and you can take pictures of the scenery and the temple.
It was very strict as no shorts/3/4 pants was allowed :\
Only my relatives and Mum went in because me, my dad, my sis and Karen didnt show any interest in this at all. LOL

400 Baht per person = $16SGD/person. So ex for things like this-.-

So while the relatives and my mum were in that big king's temple, the remaining of us went to a cafe opposite of the temple to have smoothies and pastries because the weather was mother hot!They took like 1 hour plus to be done.

Aftermath, we went to check in into our hotel. Stayed in a hotel called "Baiyoke Sky Hotel."

The tallest building in BKK. Heheheh. It's quite cool. You actually have to take the first lift to 18th floor which is the lobby. And then you have to change lift at the other side to your hotel room. I stayed at the 29th floor (:I bunked the room with Karen and my second sis!!!!!!
So everyone just lazed around til it dinner time.

We went to this seafood restaurant called T&K, which was Karen's recommendation.

Food was cheap & good!!!!!

Various seafood
Sharks Fin Soup
Sea Snail, was forced to eat 1. )':
Thai fishcakes, omgomgomgomg I love this sooo much!
It's so yummmmmmy! This can win Singapore's fishcake anytime!
Grilled sotong, my fav too
This is some road side stall
After Din, we just went to walk around BKK's Chinatown!
I swear this pictures makes it look like it's taken in Hongkong.
Well, this is BKK's Chinatown!
After walking for awhile, it started raining like damn heavily.
So we all headed back to the Hotel in our minivan (:
Everyone was having a little jet lag so the night ended early. No shopping ):

Yup, this concludes day 1.

BKK

2011-09-15T01:48:00.003+08:00

Hi, it seems that I've neglected this space for a long long time.
I'll blog about my Thailand trip, I promise.
Just wait for it. I'm just a little busy with friends and work @ the moment.
There'll be a few separate post because the trip's just super long and filled with activities.

Anyway, I passed my BTT today! Wooohoo, 48/50.
Applied for PDL & I can start my driving lesson alr. (:

On the side note, i'm falling sick. ):
I had a sore throat a few days back... and now i'm having this intense block nose.
So bad til I have to breathe with my mouth that makes it really dry.
Just had a nice steamboat and mahjong session with my dear friends and I'll be having a BBQ tmr for R's birthday.
Hahahahaha i'm so growing fat.
Time to hit the gym more often with Ali. ♥

We run the night

2011-08-20T13:45:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update/ post about what's going on these few weeks!
Im done with all presentations, projects and what not!
Really really really relieved when I was done with my last presentation which was FoM.
Presentation went quite alright I guess?
Just left with 2 papers to study for and I haven't really started.
Will start today, at work. HAHA
Yes! One more thing, I just passed my BTT Evaluation!
Hahaha I didn't really study the book but I got 99%!
Hopefully the actual BTT will be as easy (:
I can't wait to start practical!
Anyway, I'll be flying off to Bangkok a few days after my last paper!
Shopping time!!!!!
Alright, I have to go get ready for work!

Smile,you!:D

There You'll Be

2011-08-15T23:46:00.007+08:00

"In my heart, there'll always be a place for you, for all my life"

On my own

2011-08-12T23:48:00.006+08:00

Somedays like this, it gets a little unbearable.
But that's okay, I'll get through.
I can't just give up after trying so hard to be okay.
It just gets tiring at times trying to be okay for everyone else when I'm actually not.
I'm just really exhausted.
It's really not what I wanted to do but I guess it's for the best.

3ooth

2011-07-31T10:38:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm aching all over today due to yesterday's run. Heheh
Im happy because I ran within my expected timing (:
Feeling kind of exhausted this week.
Haven't been able to rest a day, my days are filled with school, work or going out after school.
Haha, going to stay home to take a rest. Hopefully, I won't be tempted to go out.
Most of the projects are done, only left with FoM and the stupid gems I dont give a shit about.
Trying to start on my research for FoM. Gems.... fuck gems.
Lol, 7th ghost month starts today. Have to keep my mouth in watch.
AND YESTERDAY I REACHED HOME 2 mins before 12.
Was running for my dear life from the MRT at 11.53. Because everyone who was texting me kept asking me to get home before 12 before the hell gate opens.
When I was taking the lift, it was 11.57. I was kind of freaked out and ran out of the lift as fast as the doors opened. HAHAHA

2011-07-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

Deadlines

2011-07-19T21:09:00.011+08:00

Almost got myself killed today. God knows why I was in a daze when I was crossing the road.
I didnt realise that the red man was on, and....I just crossed the road.
The next thing I knew was a loud screeching braking sound and a long honk.
That woke me up instantly.
Was in quite a shock for a long while.
If you're wondering.... yes I got scolded by the guy so I just apologized and walked home.
Still in quite a shock up til now.

Anyway... school's not really a good place to be in these days.
There's projects and everything... yes I still dread going to school every.single.day.
Unhappy things aside, the flea I had when Cloney was a good one!
It was my first flea and I enjoyed it so much (:
Thanks to friends who came down to support, so nice of you guys!
The starting wasn't really good, so I wasnt hoping for much.
So me and Cloney were just crapping like mad as usual.... and we were craving for Gong Cha so much that we cursed people walking past our booth with Gong Cha!
At last her friend came along with Gong cha so it wasn't so bad.
Somehow sales starting being good like around 3 plus.
So yes, I sold most of my rings! *thankful*
And the clothes too.
Some of the people were assholes, bargain until I can vomit blood. >:
Oh well, at least sell them for some money... better than keeping at home and collect dust.
I earned quite alot from it but I spent 40% of my earnings on last minute shopping around closing time!
Haha, what is wrong with me? Really need to start saving soon.
Okay, pictures now!

Booth all to herself, HAHA.
Clothes, accessories, rings, & more.

My stuff that I sold

People were like so shy, so we decided to put this up! We were too bored anyway. :B

This was taken after closing! Selling for $20 :D Your head!

Only going to post this much pictures because blogger's being a bitch.
I made a few blogshop friends there too, hahahaha.
Enjoyable day with my dear Cloney... she's going for some china trip for a month with her school ):
We'll meet up soon Cloney, before your trip! ♥ (:

Ending off this post soon. But before I do, let me rant for abit more.
Basic theory test lesson is so.FUCKING.BORING.
Please kill me because I have one more lesson.
Thank God I have someone to talk to during lesson, or I'll just die of boredom there.
Seriously.

Granted

2011-07-16T00:17:00.006+08:00

I've been kicked around and let down,
been told a lie and lied about.
I've been used for a day then thrown away,
been told to leave then asked to stay.

For every moment I wasted being broken.

Euthanasia

2011-07-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

I'm currently researching on my CRS topic, Euthanasia.
And it's so controversial (Good and Bad).
My stand is that Euthanasia should be legalized in Singapore.
And I just watched a video Qin Hui came across and it's so depressing to watch )':
But looking at how the guy pass on in his sleep with no pain just makes me feel that my stand still holds true.
If you wanna watch it, here's the link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxQYTFIZi8A

Going to bed a little earlier because my head feels like it's exploding from the headache.

PS: Only Part 5 will show him dying.

2011-07-11T22:09:00.001+08:00

Flock to Shop

2011-07-10T09:26:00.006+08:00

Hi guys! My friends and I will be sharing a booth selling rings, clothes, shoes, accessories and so on!
Come on down to Orchard to show your support!
Will only be there on the 16th though!
Hope to see you there (:

Lisp

2011-07-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

Yes, I still speak as though I have lisp.
Go on, keep laughing.

First day

2011-07-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today's the first day of school after the exams and it was alright.
Haha actually it was a little better than alright because .... HAHAHA (Nakia knows)
Something that made me red in the face, yes, blush.
Keep your guesses, I'm not telling you! So keep guessing (:
So many of you alr know of my tongue piercing and everyone's going like "is it painful?" "Can you talk properly?" "How do you eat?" "Are you crazy?" "What's wrong with you?" "Disgusting and blah blah blah". "How did your parents react to it?"
The piercing itself is not painful, it's the healing process that hurts like a bitch.
And nope, I can't speak properly for this week or so.
I can't eat solid food, I'm currently living off water and occasional porridge.
I'm not crazy, it's something I wanted for quite a long time.
My parents know of it since day 1 after I pierced it, they're not mad at me or whatever.
I mean, what can they do after I pierce it? Lol. So if my parents dont have a problem with it.
For those who have issues with me and the tongue piercing, what the fuck is wrong with you?
It's my tongue, not yours. Stupid.
If you don't like it, dont look.

Anyway, if you are looking for a way to slim down. Lol, THIS IS THE WAY.
Seriously, you will be forced to slim down because you can't eat anything.
And you get all your cravings after you can't eat. So those who can eat happily without worries, please find joy and appreciate eating your different food.
Porridge sucks.... alot. ):

Starving

2011-07-02T22:41:00.004+08:00

Im sad because Im hungry. Super hungry.
And Im lazy to go out to get porridge and even if I did, I doubt I'll be able to eat also.
Cant even finish 10 mouth of my mash potato today. ): ): ): ): ):
Can porridge appear outside my house please?
Normally I wouldnt eat porridge but I have no choice now.
Very very sad.

2011-06-30T18:27:00.005+08:00

So... I was sick for the past few days. Fever and everything.
Took a big toll on me.
Really quite tired this week as it's the crazy MST week...
First 3 papers were quite alright but FoM was a little hard to handle.
Okay, fine. It was crap. Really.
But I didn't feel the same way I did for stats.
At least I didnt want to fake fainting because stats was so hopeless. Lol
Psychology paper tmr and I havent start studying.... will start soon.
I dread going to school... it's like getting my heart stepped all over, every.single day.
I'm just really tired, emotionally and mentally.

):

2011-06-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Struggling to keep my head up to study for Rs.
Taking a little break because my head is really heavy and pain.
Am running a fever and I feel so terrible.
Vomited the 3 sushi that I ate the whole of today.
I feel so empty and terrible now.
Please let me be okay for RS tmr.

Paper 1

2011-06-27T10:45:00.002+08:00

Hello, haha I dont know what I'm doing here too.
Supposed to be revising.... But i'm here!
Okay, my sense of urgency just kicked in this morning.
I'm feeling nervous alr, hahaha.
This is a pointless post. It's just here for me to ease my anxiety.
Okay byebye. Wish me luck, I dont want to blank out today. (:

Infinity & Beyond

2011-06-25T19:59:00.005+08:00

Omg, 2 more days to the first paper and I'm still feeling so damn relaxed.
Have no idea what's wrong with me, my sense of urgency seem to have gone for a holiday....
Maybe studying in the holidays just don't work with me.
Oh well, at least I read up on most of my modules alr.
Just have to cramp them in my head before the paper, hope I can memorize them in time *fingers crossed*
And projects are crazy, I mean SP is crazy. How are we supposed to study and do our projects all at the same time?
Crazy. Really.
And projects deadline are just after MST, how nice?
I should stop procrastinating and start on my cramp-words-of-pm in my head now.
All the best, those who are taking the exams on monday. For the projects too (:

Back to reality

2011-06-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm back from Tioman with a very bad sunburn... ):
It's super painful, especially my shoulders.
I'm red all over including my face.
But I really had fun over at Tioman, just a short getaway that I needed from everything that's happening here.
I wished that I never had to come back.
Everything there is just so relaxing.
No worries, no problems. Just the beach, the clear waters, the wind and you.
That's just one place where you can relax in the pavilion facing the sea and just close your eyes.
A long time since I felt that peaceful.
Will be back with more details and pictures soon, til then I'm going to deal with the severe sunburn )':
All thanks to my sis who didnt bring the tanning oil.

2011-06-15T21:44:00.007+08:00

I've tried, really did.
But it comes to nothing or at least it seems like it's nothing to you.
It took quite alot of courage to ask you out to talk about things, for the last time.
This is something important to me but this obviously don't matter to you at all.
All I wanted was to settle our differences, what we have in mind about each other that we didnt get to clear out.
It's quite unfair to me because you kept all the unhappiness to yourself.
How would I know if there's something that pissed you off if you don't speak up
How am I supposed to attempt to change if I dont know what is wrong?
I can't read minds....
All I hope was if this actually ends, it would be on a good term. Two nights ago after I text you to meet up, I stayed up all night typing in my iPhone about what I was going to say when I met you.
My feelings, my thoughts and such...
It's actually my first time drafting out what I wanted to say because I felt like this time, it is really important to let you know everything.
When I drafted out everything, I went through it countless of times to see if there were any words or sentences that might make you misunderstand what I actually mean.
Yup, it was that important.
All I thought was to give it a shot, tell you how I feel and everything... and whatever you choose, to make up or break up I would respect your decision.
But your text never came.
Yes, I was disappointed but it also made one thing clear, you dont actually give a shit about this.
I don't think I should be hanging on to this when you're not.
I've done everything I can.... so I'm not going to try anymore. There's nothing more that I can do.
Thank you for everything, be it good or bad ones.

2011-06-14T10:43:00.007+08:00

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along"

Suck it up

2011-06-10T10:51:00.003+08:00

I long for words to describe how I feel.
I long for the day someone understands why I feel the way I feel.
I long for the answers of why things are happening the way they are.
I long for my heart not to be so retarded and listen to my head instead.

Don't be so weak.... please.

I'll stand by you

2011-06-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

I don't know how else to feel now

Everything I'm Not

2011-06-07T00:22:00.008+08:00

I can't always be strong.

Tired

2011-06-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello, school's really tiring today. I have no idea why too.
I was falling asleep in RS lecture. -____-
Today's a long day. 8 o clock class all the way to 5.
On a brighter note, tmr's the last day of school!
But exams are after the holidays. What a spoiler.
And we have some projects too, suck right?
How to enjoy my holidays like that? Hahaha
Anyway, Im really grateful for the friends I have in school.
Thank you to you, you and you! Thanks for being there to listen (':
School's so much meaningful when you guys are around!
I'm so hungry, im waiting for my mum to bring food back. ):

you

2011-06-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

I have no other ways to get to you now.
I can't text, I cant call, all the more I can't just go over to find you.
Because you need your time alone. So I think I shouldn't bother you at all.
Is this what you really want?
I don't need us to be okay, I just want to know what's going through your mind.
I dont know how much longer I can take this.
I dont know if we're going to be fine or not.
I dont know how we got this way.....
All I know is that I tried getting you to talk, I really tried. but nothing's happening.
Why?
I dont think you'll see this but if you do, I want you to know that this is killing me.
I miss you, I miss us.

I dont know

2011-04-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

I dont know how things can go well at one point of time and just change at the next.
People too.
I just don't feel th same anymore.
Things just feels so... different.
I dont know if it's me but it seems like you've changed.
Very much different from how you treated me when we first started out.
Maybe I'm just too much for anyone to handle.
God knows, I hate feeling like this. Seriously.

one to four

2011-04-13T00:09:00.003+08:00

Oh hi, this space is so dead.
Life's been good, really good!
Holidays now, actually it's ending alr. In a week's time(or lesser)
I havent been working at all this holiday, oh well me and dear boy were feeling so lazy! So we just kept procrastinating and not work.
At th very least, results were alright!
I was so afraid that my stats would fail again but no! I was quite happy with my results (:
My G.P.A's still damn shitty though, I have no idea how I'm going to pull it up in th next 2 years.
On a much brighter note, I'm in th same gems class as dear boy, Nakia, YY and YY's friend!!!!!
Haha, but it's an 8 o clock class. I can see that we're all so going to miss some of th class because we'll be lazy and oversleep. HAHAHAHA

Chan Ching Kei is being a pig as usual, I think I'm going to bed now too. Goodnight, I'll blog hopefully, soon.

2011-01-10T00:26:00.001+08:00

13 Cells.

2010-12-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging now as dear chingkei is resting in th room as he's running a temperature...

That poor boy is also having cough and flu ):

I hope he gets better by tonight... okay maybe not tonight, tmr.

Have been feeding and forcing him to drink more water, but his fever dont seem to be subsiding >:/

Anyway.... talking about th past few days.

It's almost work work and work. But yesterday after work, me and dear boy went to a christmas event call th "13 cells."

It's like a huanted house kind of thing but it's at th Old CID building @ Chinatown.

As expected, we had work so we could only meet my family after 10.

When we ate and reached there, we only started @ 12.

It wasn't as scary as Sentosa's Spooktacular... but it was fun.

SPI talk was quite alright too!

We ended around 2 plus am and it was too late so both boys, Chingkei and my sister's boyf stayed over for th night!

Alright, time to go check on that poor boy...

Til then!

211210

2010-12-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

Hi, it seems like I haven't blogged a proper post for so very long.

I'm staring at this page for very long, thinking of what to post.... and I cant seem to find anything to post.

And so..... here's my 3 weeks of holiday.

Week 1 passed very quickly. And I'm only left with 2 weeks.

What am I planning to do with my holiday?

Work and earn money because I so want to buy more clothes and stuff.

HAHAHAHA.

Yesterday was my first day at work, it was just 4 hours but it felt like a whole damn day.

Worked @ Jumbo Rieverside. Th crews are all like PRCs.

Omg, I felt so alien-ated there. All of them were speaking in Chinese that makes work so much harder.

I felt like I should just keep my damn mouth shut because my chinese really suck.

Luckily, there were alot of caucasians there. So I can converse with them using English.

But th caucasians there damn arrogant ah.

Please, I could sit at your place and have you serve me as well. Anyday.

I'm not some broke bastard that have no money and have to serve you to get money.

I just dont want to take so much money from my father and feel that I should work for my own.

Well, some caucasians were nice anyway. :D

Let's not stereotype too much although most of them are so god damn stuck up.

My legs are aching from all th walkings.

I'm going to get a new pair of shoes for work later.

Today's th last day I'm working at Jumbo! Then I'll be working at Paradise Inc @ T1.

Yes, Changi Airport.

Hope work there is better. Or I'll just kill myself.

Byebye!

Insecurities

2010-12-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

My worst nightmare: That one day, any girl will take my spot. That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you, smile with you, & have a good time with you. That one day a girl will realize that you’re amazing. That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend. That one day she takes my spot for good. That one day you will forget about me because you’re busy thinking about her. Yeah, that scares me the most. Because, I want to be that girl. I want to be the only girl. I don’t want anyone to take my spot. Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot; there won’t be anyone else who can take yours . . . which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her.

if you actually noticed

2010-12-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Happy 3rd (:

2010-12-11T22:20:00.005+08:00

And so.... on the 9th

it was our 3rd month together and it was th end of MSTs!

To celebrate our 3rd month, we went to Cafe Cartel to eat! @ Dohby Ghaut.

Before that, we actually went to get our formal clothes from Chinatown.

For our job training which was yesterday. Haha and I tell you, just to get cheap clothes & shoes ( they weren't really cheap anyway but we had no time alr) we actually went to CK( It's not chingkei's -___-) departmental store.

Omfg, there were like all Ah peks and Ah Mas shopping in there.

I swear I wanted to step out of th place when I saw the people shopping in there.

I never felt so.... I dont know how to describe.

So we quickly picked some black formal pants and shoes to try on, paid and scram out of that place.

Hahaha and then we headed to Dhoby Ghaut to eat @ Cafe Cartel.

Pictures will do some talking!

After eating, we went to Bugis to get my white formal shirt. I was being too fussy and I didnt want to buy th one at Ck departmental store.

Heheheh, so we shopped around Bugis street for quite awhile. Then headed back to batok where he went to cut his hair @ EQ House.

He had to cut his hair just to be able to work with me.... Awww ): Thank you dear boy ♥

"I love you,

You annoy me more than I ever thought possible,

but I want to spend every single irritating minute with you..."

Happy 3rd dear boy! thanks for your chaota cookies ♥♥♥♥♥

All I have

2010-12-07T23:44:00.007+08:00

Itb,Stats and Econs are down! 1 more and that's POA.

Those three were manageable, I'm thankful alr.

At least I dont freak out during th papers.

Good thing? Heheheh.

Today was Econs paper, but it's of a small percentage so I wasnt so worried.

But it was easier than what I expected!

After paper, I went to watch Rapunzel with my dear hkb92 at GVYishun.

It's a good 3D show, but th storyline is very typical.

What to expect? It's a fairytale. Fairytales always have happy endings.

Obviously,this show is no exception.

Had dinner @ LJS and wanted to send that Hkb92 home but he always pull stunt.

Arghhhhhhh, and someone still dare to angry when I waited for him under his block in th morning.

Always fake angry, HAHAHA.

Woohooo, 2 more days to good things!

1. 3rd Month!

2. End of MSTs!

I cant wait!!!! Smile okay, my silly boy! v^~^v

Life

2010-12-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

So I guess this is what you call... Life.

Aal Izz Well

2010-12-02T00:30:00.004+08:00

I'm thankful for my dear boy, really am ♥

you never fail to make me smile

there's no need to worry about anything when im with you

you're one of a kind

you dont like me to be sad

you watch stupid videos with me

we watched tons of movies together

we eat alot because we like it

you always hand make thing to cheer me up

we burst each other egos

although mine isnt really broken yet

you're with me no matter what,24/7

i can call you at 3am if im scared when i wake up

you dont mind being lame and gay when im unhappy,just to cheer me up

hehe you scared of something at 2.45am, why never call me

you always spend time with me

i can write a whole list of things but i think its going to take alot of time.

remember, Aal Izz Well!

December

2010-12-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

Hello! A quick post before I get out of th house!

Heheh, in a blink of an eye, December's here!

It also means 2o1o will be coming to an end... in just one more month.

Feels as though we skipped November and jumped straight to December.

And I'm still not quite prepared for MST.

I'm trying to start studying, it's not quite working because I still dont have that " If-I-dont-study-I-will definitely-fail-so-I-better-start-studying" kind of feeling.

I think I caught a cold yesterday, my nose is so runny and it feels blocked sometimes.

Wts, I cant even taste whatever I'm eating. It makes me feel like not eating.

Okay, I have to leave house now. It's going to rain.

Til then, byebye.

Atelophobia

2010-11-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

Hi, it seems like I'm not blogging much at all nowadays.

I dont have th feeling to blog.

Everyday is so.... tiring.

I dont know why. I guess it's school.

Mst is coming in 2 weeks time, really time to start revising.

Although I've been quite on track with tutorials, I'm afraid it's still not enough to do well.

There's non paper based exams like SPSS & ITB.

And I can't say I'm good at them so I really have no idea if I'll pass it well or not.

Cant expect much, I dont really put in much effort for both.

I'm feeling very negative about school at th moment.

Wait, it's not only at th moment.

I've been negative about school ever since Sem 2 started, as if repeating Stats isnt bad enough.

Fuck, why is everything so screwed?

3o random facts

2010-11-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

1) I'm in Singapore Poly, Diploma in Human Resource Management with Psychology.

2) I used to bowl and basketball

3) I love animals

4) I wanna be a Vet

5) I feel like im in th wrong course

6) But I like it in my class

7) So it makes things much better.

8) I lose my temper easily

9) I think I'm much better now compared to last time

10) I get jealous very easily

11) I'm strong headed

12) I like to win

13) I dont like to lose. Who likes it right?

14) I'm not a very academic person

15) I dont really like studying

16) Im feel like im in a rat race.

17) I dont really like it here in Singapore

18) Th system in singapore is screwed up,pretty bad.

19)I like wearing colour contacts

20) I like cute things

21) I am very spendthrift

22) I like branded things

23) My father says I spend too much

24) Im broke right now

25) I cant wait for next month to arrive

26) So I cn have my allowance $__$

27) I have a pretty awesome boyfriend

28) that I will never cheat on

29) I hate slutty bitches

3o) and Whores and Man whores.

( Someone asked me on formspring to do this, here you are. Whoever you are)

Letter 16 - Someone who's not in your state or country.

2010-11-13T12:28:00.002+08:00

I have relatives in other countries but it does not make much sense talking about them.

So I think I'll just talk about my dad ( He's always overseas working ever since I was primary 4).

Dear Daddy,

You're almost never here for my birthdays or whatever ever since I was in Primary School. Because you're always working overseas. I guess you do that because th pay is so much higher there. But you do it for th family, so I think it's kind of alright. It sucks because we hardly communicate at all. Throughout th years it's just been " Study hard, you know I have high hopes for you." if not it'll be " Take care of your sisters and brother." Yup, always something along those lines. I know you mean well and you want th best for all of us. Please take care while you're overseas ♥

PS: I'll learn how to save money! You always say Im th most spendthrift in th family. >:|

So much love,

Your Daughter.

Awesomest boy.

2010-11-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd Month, Dear boy!

The video above sums up everything I have to say to you.

Thank you, for th past 2 months!

I really enjoyed dinner @ Yuki Yaki after school today.

And th "letter" you stayed up for nights to complete.... Ah, you just brought me to tears right infront of you....

What else can I say?

You're th best, Chan Ching Kei ♥♥♥♥♥

Remember we'll make a whole shelf of encyclopedia of us. Just us (:

I love you, awesomest!

Smile!

2010-10-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

School's treating me fine I guess.

Hmm, I dont really have projects right now so I'm like super free.

I'm waiting for Mr Domi Chan to wake up so we can head over to AMK to have his haircut.

And we're going to Sentosa's Spooktacular tonight, excited!!!!!

Afterwhich I think we would just stay up in my house because tmr's th Great Eastern Women Run thing. ( We're volunteers and we're expected to be there at 4am) Wtf right?

Yup, we'll take th shuttle service from JE.

Hahaha, I'm going to get ready so I can leave house when he actually wakes up. (:

Special Boy.

2010-10-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

Heyo!

Just a short short post because I havent been blogging since god knows when.

One week since school started, everything's more or less on track.

Great lecturers,great friends,awesome boyfriend.

Haha, not bad right?

For once, my POA seem to have seen some light because I have a great tutor now.

Thankful!

I dont want to fail POA and forward it one more year. I'll just kill myself.

So... to avoid that.

Me and Hkb92 actually have this thing where we will go out and study for a day.

Revise everything we learnt in that week, sounds feasible?

Haha, today was th first.

It wasnt that productive but I studied and did my tutorial, guess its good for th first time!

Then we headed to NTUC/Shop N save to gather info for shampoos for his FOM.

Heheh, it's good because I might be able to hopefully use it next sem!

Had a wonderful and tiring day out with Hkb92!

Remember, you'll always be enough. More than enough, dont be silly and think otherwise.

Thanks for everything, you're so so so special to me, special boy. ♡♡♡♡♡

Fucked up.

2010-10-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

Today's just not a good day.

More like I feel like jumping from a building.

Bye.

I feel that I should have more faith and stop overthinking.

2010-10-18T19:47:00.004+08:00

First day of school, I wouldnt say it's awesome but it's quite alright (:

I was coughing like mad shit th whole day, I swear I felt like dying.

But, seeing my dear friends & Domi makes it all better!

That goes without saying.

Got a good news and bad news.

Good news, Me yy and qh will be in th same stats class and that I wouldnt be in a different BC class.

Bad news, I have to drop tues gems and take up friday's one instead.

Oh well, get to know more friends this way. Think positive!!!

Haha, yesyes.

I went out with Sakinah til quite late on Saturday, awesome catching up and gossiping time.

What do you expect when you put two goodfriends who havent seen each other for a pretty long time right?

Good luck for your promos,nehnehpok! :D

And recently, I got to know of a girl who lost her boyf due to an accident.

She's maybe a year or two older than me.

Reading her blog makes me )':

Obviously I wont put her blog down, just an accident changed her whole life.

So yup, treasure those you love. You never know when you're going to lose them (':

Domi! Thanks for your cough syrup and strepsils.

Also for accompanying me so early to school when you dont even have class (':

Of course, th handphone chain. Heheheh,thank you and I love you! ♥

Retail Therapy

2010-10-15T21:22:00.002+08:00

I just dyed my hair to a colour that's close to black.

So yup, byebye blonde and brown hair!

Decided to do so because I couldnt stand th dryness look of my hair.

And I'm still not used to my hair colour.

Probably harder for my friends to even get used to it if my family have a hard time accepting it.

HAHAHA wtf.

I feel like shaving my head bald.

Tsk. But on a brighter note, I got my white Birkenstock and done my shopping @ F21.

Dear boy have been working these few days and I havent really spend time with him... ):

Oh well, today is th third day he's working. I'm a little used to it, I think.

Oh yes!

I'll be meeting Sakinah & her bro for gym tmr and then maybe head down to Vivo for movie or something.

At last!!!! We stay like 2 blocks away but as usual, we dont really get th time to catch up and stuff.

I'm looking forward to tmr (:

On a super bad note, 2 more days and school is starting.

I look forward to meeting th class and stuff but I dont really like th fact that my stupid timetable is not fixed yet.

Damn it damn it damn it.

Letter 15 - The person I miss the most.

2010-10-14T08:34:00.004+08:00

I dont know from which perspective I should write this letter from.

1)Miss as in a daily basis or 2) like someone I've not seen in awhile and I miss that person.

Hmm, I'm going to do this from perspective 2. I think it makes more sense, hahaha!

Dear Grace Tang Ah Yi,

We always played together when we were young, til maybe until I was in pri 6? I remember we'll always make Yeye angry. There was one particular time when we were both still so young. I think I was 7 or 8 and you're maybe 5/6 where you actually asked me what's th police number and I told you. You dialled 999 because I stole your "small bucket" while we were role playing some cooking thing or something! ( I think... its been so long) And when Yeye found out, he dragged both of us in th room and spank us both. HAHAHA, this is something we'll both never forget. I used to see you everyday because you stayed at Mama house, til 2 years ago where you decided to shift back to your mum's house. Now that we have our own lives, busy with schools and what not we have not seeing each other for a few months although we talk like maybe once in awhile. Yup, I miss you quite alot! Stop being so stress in school please, you're just sec 3. When I was sec 3.... Haha let's not talk about it. We should freaking meet up soon, during december! Heheh, I'll patronize your blogshop more often. Alright, I'm ending this here. Take good care Ah yi!

PS: I rmb how we always ran around half naked, we actually have a photo of it. Want me to post it on fb? I'll just invisible myself from th pic :P

So much ♥,

Glenys!

Blessed

2010-10-12T23:51:00.006+08:00

Today was a slacky day with Hkb92.

Met up, ate at some Japanese restaurant.

Then.... we started playing Monopoly deal, I swear it's damn addictive.

We sat there and played for like a few hours, Omg.

Well, loser had to be sent home by th winner.

And I was th winner!

Yup, th plan was to send him home and I did.

Until when I boarded th train and sat down, I saw someone so familiar standing infront of me.

Haha, he was standing right in front of me all sweaty and stuff.

I swear I felt like screaming at him!!!!!

But awww, he ran all th way and somehow managed to hide from my sight.

Heheheh although it's a simple day out, I enjoyed myself alot (:

He's starting work tmr til sunday. And after that, that's when all hell will start.

School.

Argh, I'm so not looking forward to sch.

Well, at least friends and him make school a whole lot happier to go to.

Tmr, I'm going to meet my sister from a different mother of another race.

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Goodnight!

One in a million

2010-10-10T17:16:00.011+08:00

Happy first! ♥

Haha, a month past by so quickly and we had our pre-first month celebration at Vivo/Sentosa!

Mainly, underwater world,Fort Siloso and Siloso beach!

Let th pictures do th talking first okay?

Yes, I'm aware of that black indian man. HAHA

Back to when he was a kid,awww....

Hmm, not much pictures for th underwater world. But he blended in with th things there.

Any similarities?

Hkb92 having a meal with his old friend :x

Haha,he was all wet. I was all wet too.

And better still, we didnt bring extra clothes!

Dinner @ The Soup Spoon.

Tired after a whole day of walking (:

Not much pictures but yup I had so much fun that day!

Yesterday was our first month, he surprised me by asking me to look out of my window.

There he was lighting sparkles on th patch of grass.

& that silly boy burned his hand while doing it ):

He was so tired after Muay Thai camp & still came to surprise me.

I was so touched (':

So yesterday, I went to Fort Siloso with Hkb92 & his sis.

We were there looking for starfish & other sea creatures and taking photos and poking them with chopsticks. ( during th low tide )

Haha, it was fun and it was something I've never done before!

Was there til 7 plus then we headed to eat at Marina.

Afterwhich he sent me to Marina Bay Sands. It was a damn far walk from th MRT station.

So he had to walk all th way back after sending me there and it was alr quite late. ):

Thank you Hkb92, I'm soooooo lucky to be with you!

I hope you liked what I had for you. (:

I feel so blessed!

& of course, I need you to really know I appreciate everything you do.

More than anything else (:

Failure.... or what?

2010-10-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

Hihihi everybody.

I'm not in much of a mood to blog because of what happened earlier in th morning.

Yup, it's results day.

And I need to repeat a module, so much for starting a week this way.

After looking at my results, cant help myself from crying.

This is how I felt when I just saw my results.

Guess I played too much this semester.

I swear. Really swear, I will stop playing so much and buck up next semester.

I can do it for Os and I can and will do it now.

Was kind of moodless for th whole day, no appetite and stuff.

Til.... Hongkongboy92 and I met up to have late lunch after his MT training.

Of course, he made my day a whole lot better. (:

I didnt really think much of stats and fail and stuff.

I'm thankful for you, ChingKei. I really am.

You're always there like how you always assure me.

Heheh, I love you Hkb92! ♥

Happy Mooncake Festival

2010-09-22T20:06:00.003+08:00

Today is Mooncake Festival but I just dont feel th mood of it.

I went to my Grandmother's house for a simple dinner, not even a celebration.

I remember when I was in Primary School, this would be th day I'd look forward to.

My grandmother would get ready lanterns so that me,my 2 sis and another Aunty who is 2 years younger than me would be able to carry our lanterns and play with th kids under th void deck.

Haha, I remember there were 2 kinds.

Th traditional ones which were made of paper and candles were needed to light it up.

I always burn mine without fail because I was always too rough with it (':

My grandmother always prepared extras.

And.... there's those battery operated lanterns with nice designs and sound.

Somehow, I prefer th traditional one. Th battery operated ones are so... boring.

Not forgetting, th candles & wax!

How can you not play this when you were young?

I think it's more fun than carrying th lanterns.

I remember vandalizing my condo's floor and my parents being fined.

HAHAHA.

Good old days.

I really miss those times where I can really enjoy myself with my sisters and Grace Tang to th fullest without any worries.

Its not impossible right now but it's really hard.

Life is not so carefree now. Not at all.

Where did those good old days gone to?

I think it's kind of disappearing. Not only to me.

Last time at this time of th year, I would see families all around playing with lanterns and candles and those sparkle things.

Void decks would always be so lively and noisy.

It just lightens up th atmosphere (:

But now, I rarely see people doing these kinds of things anymore.

Sad? I think so.

I hope I'll be able to organise one with my family next year and make it a good one!

Well, talking about my family.

I'm going for a short trip with them to Penang.

I'm leaving tmr night, please dont miss me too much!

So I will not be updating this space til Monday or something.

I will hopefully blog about my trip when I'm back.

ANDAND

Thanks Domi for accompanying me to ICA to collect my passport and brunch at Carls Jnr.

Much much much much much much ♥!

Read between th lines

2010-09-21T20:01:00.004+08:00

Its been two days since I blogged, will blog now since I have nothing much to do.

Hmm, I met up with Evan & Rach just now.

Finally, we met up. We've been talking about this pretty much since th start of th year.

It's just so weird, we're all in th same school but we never have time to just find time to meet up and gossip/talk.

Maybe Rach because we're in th same CCA. But we're not that active now. So... HAHA.

We met at lot1, had pepper lunch while catching up on our different lives. (:

Went to th arcade where we played Bishi Bashi and Daytonaaaaa.

Followed by window shopping, lot1 is so very boring so we didnt walk much.

Decided that there's nothing to do, so we headed home.

Ah well, still a good day spent catching up :D

And I freaking lost my Ezlink card, nice one or what?!?!?!?!

I'M SO PISSED.

Argh.

Talking about my past few days, I've been spending time with my dear boy. ♥

Mostly eating, I swear I'm getting fat. Not him!

Chomp chomp, Botak Jones, Ice cream, drinks.

We're getting kind of broke too, time to work and get some $$$$$$$.

I guess after i'm back from Penang, I will go for training along with Rach.

I WILL. OR IM BECOMING "Glenys, why are you still in my sight after I turn my head?" (Well, good if you get it, if you dont then too bad!:P)

And dear haters, please do not spam my formspring with your nonsensical questions about how you dislike me and him being together and that I'm not good enough.

I know I'm not good enough or whatever but I'm trying my best if you dont know.

And if you dislike me being with him, that's YOUR problem not mine.

You sound like you're someone who knows and likes him.

So if you're that brave, go question him.

Remaining anonymous will only show me that you're some keyboard warrior hiding behind a screen.

Just go hide at some playground, kb warrior.

Exactly ♥

Fat Only

2010-09-16T17:24:00.004+08:00

Udders Ice cream, like fat only!

Camera Shy?

Astons

Cheezecake

Prawn mee with pork ribs

Sushi

Burger King

Udders ice cream

Koi milk tea

Koi passionfruit with jelly & aloe vera & pearls

Macdonalds

Dear Domi Chan,

WE'RE LIKE A FAT ONLY! WE'VE BEEN EATING WAYYYYY TOO MUCH!

Thanks for spending soooo much time together,

we're so growing fat together too :P

But I still love you, so very much! ♥

A bad stomachache

2010-09-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hi allll!

I just updated my 30 days of letter thing.

I'm currently at letter 14, like slow only!

People take 30 days I think I take a year or something.

Haha, so today I went to my mum's shop at tpy to get my nails done like freaking early in th morning.

It was raining cats and dogs, what a perfect weather to be sleeping in.

But I slept a little in th bus. I couldnt really sleep because I'm afraid I'll wake up in some weird and funny position with a stupid expression on my face.

Can't risk being STOMP or else my stomp fans friends will confirm identify me and post it up on facebook(followed by tagging everyone!-___-)

Hmm, I think I took about 3 hours to get my nails done then met Domi just outside my mum's shop!

He bought Koi, flavours I never thought existed before!

I think one was passionfruit with normal small pearls with aloe vera?

Th other one was with jelly and small pearl. ( I think)

But both were just as nice!

Then we decided to have lunch near his mum's office, Prawn Meeee.

It was nice!

At last, we ate at a real kopitiam.

Afterwhich we headed to Yishun to pass his sis th house keys and off to Clarke Quay where he went for Muay Thai while I walked central. Pretty boring actually, bought a little something then HSH!

I'm having stomachache due to th food I ate at Old Chang Kee.

Nice one or what.

And Domi, I'll sleep early. Soon Sooon! Thanks for th past few days (: ♥

Letter 14 - Someone/People I drifted away from.

2010-09-15T22:44:00.003+08:00

Dear best friends/friends.

Namely, Sakinah,Racheal,Evan, Jannyz, Tian,Johnson, Jerome, Calli etc. It's been such a long time since I took time out to meet you guys. You guys are so busy! And so am I. We're always talking about meeting up and catch up on where we stopped but it looks like it's not happening at all. Haha, you guys please let me know when you are free. I hope to meet you guys soon, I miss doing crazy things with you! Most importantly, I miss you guys. Please take care ♥

Much Love,

Glenys.

Making someone smile

2010-09-15T00:34:00.005+08:00

For you're perusin',at times confusin',possibly amusin'.

Zero90Nine Rawr!

2010-09-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

Firstly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!

It's kind of late but better late than never!

Today was kind of productive at home, studies wise.

1 more day to Econs, I'm so looking forward to it!

One, no more papers after Econs( Over and done with it)

Two, *winks* you know.

Three, catching Haunted Changi with Pris & family!

Sad thing is that I might be going to Penang next next thursday.

I dont want to goooooooooooooo )':

It's a family trip and I'm having my holiday, so I guess it's a must go.

Hopefully it's a good trip and I'll rmb my karma from Bintan!

I'll stick to my phone 24/7!

Rawr, it's been 2 days. I just cant wait for monday, you too right?:D

Good luck dearest o3s for our last paper, let's knock it out with style!

For you (:

2010-09-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

Today, definitely made it one of th best day of my life (: ♥

A better Someone

2010-09-09T00:51:00.005+08:00

Never stop believing.

Stats was horrible.

It really was. 2nd subject other than math, I felt so hopeless during th paper.

I hope Tan Yeow Huat will somehow take pity on me and just add marks to pass me.

It's 1:34am right now, I have no idea why I'm not sleeping.

So I'm stalking people's facebook where I came across one particular one.

I will not name that person.

Seriously, I find her a bitch. Although I'm not really close to her, probably hi-bye friends.

Why I call her a bitch? Well, she's a fucking timer with no sense of shame.

She's not even worthy to be called a bitch, more of a slut I guess?

Have boyfriend alr still time. If you do it for fun, I understand. But maybe for a short period right?

Like wtf, your boyf alr found out you cheated on him and you actually beg him for forgiveness and yet you still continue to time him?

Are you out of your brains or something?

I cannot stand this kind of sluts. Yeah, I timed before I admit but not to this extreme.

I havent state down all the shit she done, too lazy to.

I'm off to sleep, end of my rantings for today.

Flunk

2010-09-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

TOTALLY TRUE, I KNOW.

Thankful

2010-09-04T01:10:00.004+08:00

It's pretty late right now, but I dont feel like sleeping yet.

Probably scared because I realise I only have 2 more days to study for POA.

Today was more or less productive for me, I think it's super productive for Ck.

He's only left about 10 plus pages while Im left with so much more.

Everything's kind of alright at home alr.

Thank you for being there, I appreciate it alot. (:

飞禽公园/鸟公园。

2010-09-01T00:34:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha, I had a whole lot fun today (:

Birds

Jokes

Kopi Sweet

3$ coke

3$ cup of worms

194,491,941

Ostrich

Parrot

Feeding

Abducting birds using my bag

No forest no bird

Hairless vulture

Mineral water with taste

Burger King

Toothpaste

New york new york/New york skin solution

Crowded train

Fox sweets

Wang wang biscuit

Quail eggs Dinosaur bird egg.

So called hilltop walk

Waterfall

Bird shit.

4-D

31o8 (:

Awesome

Amazing

Wonderful

Sleepy

Tired

Off

Bed

THANK YOU!

Broken.

2010-08-30T21:45:00.001+08:00

You know, I wish things didnt turn out like this. Just what's wrong with this family?

I just hope for things to get better. Thanks for being, there.

Study Frenzy

2010-08-29T12:29:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday alr, so this means it's MOB paper tmr.

9 chapters, am I going to die or what?

Will do some short blogging then I'm off to study, Im not supposed to touch th com at all.

HAHA,guess I'll just exercise some self monitoring :x

Well, I've been procrastinating by sleeping and lazing off whenever I'm home.

So th only way to study is to get out of th house to study.

Thats what I did yesterday, met Ck at woodlands.

I miss Woodlands & Causeway so so much, long since I've been there.

Had much dilemma trying to decide where to have our lunch.

Decided Foodcourt would be th best as theres a wideeee variety. (:

Head up to used-to-be-Horizon-food-mall. It's now Mega food mall.

What th heck-__-?

Had japanese then we wanted to study at starbucks and it was full like packed sardines.

Haha, maybe not that bad. But it's just as bad!

Well, we thought th library would be much better.

Guess what, it's just as packed. So we headed to Civics macs to see if there place.

Obviously there's none! After much walking around grumbling about why there are no seats, somehow when he was getting his Double choc I saw two tables empty.

Like finally, we spent half th time looking for place to study.

Only then, I managed to sit my butt down to study for 4 hours (:

That's mission impossible if Im home, really.

Though some of th 4 hours consist of stonings,laughings and gossipings. LOL

Around 6.30 we headed off for dinner. I think we almost walked th whole of Cwp and somehow found that we weren't that hungry.

Just then, we spotted Pasar Malam.

HAHAHA, we got Ramly Burgers and Chicken Doner. Boner.

Walked around and I noticed its a Malay Pasar malam. :O

Well, finished our food walked a few more rounds to finish our drinks then he sent me back and got some food for my Sisters and Bro at westmall.

Thanks ah Jackie,yesterday was so much fun + studies.(:

Got home and I only slept at 2 plus because my parents only came back at 3 plus in th morning.

I'm dead tired now, but thanks to MOB I have to be awake.

Alright, good luck to my dearest o3s tmr for MOB! :D

PS: My left arm is still so numb after th jab.

Letter 13 - Someone I wished could forgive me.

2010-08-26T21:55:00.003+08:00

Dear You,

You're th same person I referred to in Letter... 1o? Guess I'll just type whatever that comes to mind. I did a pretty stupid thing 1 year ago, God knows what I was thinking. I lost you as a really really good friend, thanks to a downright desperate fucked up guy. Obviously, he's not th only one at fault. I was too. I dont know if we'll ever speak again, I hope we do. Somewhere, somehow. If we do, promise we'll just stay as friends because I really do not have that kind of feelings for you then & now. Take good care, you. You're a friend I'll never ever forget (:

Lots of ♥,

Glenys.

Right?

2010-08-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

Letter 12 - A person I hate most/caused me alot of pain.

2010-08-25T12:37:00.002+08:00

Well.... There's no particular person I really hate or caused me alot of pain.

So yes, this letter will be skipped (:

Class Chalet/ NDP / Study Group Dates.

2010-08-25T11:31:00.008+08:00

Oh my, long since I updated this space. HAHA.

I'll update it with whatever I can rmb ok?

Lets start with Class Chalet first!

1st day, it was super rainy. So our BBQ food was caught in th jam.

We only started bbq-ing at like 8!

2nd day was pretty much, wake up,eat,back to room to watch YOG. But it was th later part of th day that's fun! HAHAHA

Because it's YinYin's birthday, one of th reason why we chose to have a chalet on that date!

We had our 2nd round of BBQ first then headed to Kbox.

Well, some of us like me, Aipoh & Jackie stayed behind to plan YinYin's birthday surprise.

Look below, th shower cap is just one of it.

She had to walk like this from E!Hub back to our room.HAHA

Our group picture, after YY blow out th candles!
Yes, this is when we're preparing eggs,soap,ABC Beer,Lemon,Biscuits etc..... to throw,make her eat, and to make her super dirty.

Things to be thrown & eaten!

Sweet,Sour, Bitter!
Look. Eggs,Soap Powder,Jelly,Jam,Lemon.

BBQ-ing on th first day!
Hungry? I AM NOW!

Okay, back to second night after Kbox.

See th picture inside of th fridge? Yes, th first top and second row are filled with liquor!

Obviously, it's for Liquor truth or dare!

For those who were there, you guys should know how naughty & scandalous it was!

For those who weren't there, just too bad!

We played, ate Maggie and vomited. All th way til 6am.

Where I slept so peacefully til 9 -____-

Checked out,ate subway & back home where I slept like a pig til th next day!

Yes, I have awesome classmates & friends! Thanks 03, I enjoyed myself so so so much <:

Okay, NDP next!

HEY GROUP 5!!!!!!!

This is a group, I'll miss so so so so damn much!

I spent most of my Saturdays with them , folding balloons, getting free Old Chang kee, criticising people together with my dear Minah, playing games to entertain ourselves, complaining how freaking hot we are because we had to wear jeans/ three quarters, buying snapple, sharing lame jokes, saying how we know whats in th SFI packet w/o even having to open it up, eating forfeit biscuits Leon always force us to eat, irritating people by tapping their shoulders and say " I SWEAR THATS NOT ME ", screaming at th top of our voices after each and every rehearsals....

I have to say, NDP 10 was so awesome! But at th same time, it marks th last time I actually get to spend my time with my favorite group at th Padang.

Well, we promised for more meet ups right? (:

A week after NDP, we had Appreciation Dinner!

We watched some items performed by th ITE students & Mentors.

Then had some photo taking session which is followed by our own Group 5 Appreciation.

This is where we had to give a letter or maybe a gift to a person in th group, to show our appreciation.

I was th Angel for my favorite Minah (:

& Jason was my Angel! His gift is seriously awesome, I'll take a photo and post it up soon!

When Appreciation Dinner was coming to an end, I bet everybody was like " Awww, I'm not going to spend as much time as I did with these people again.... ):"

Gave our so called last hugs & went home with Chan And Delwyn.

HAHA, we actually walked Delwyn to th MRT station because he said Girls & Guys should exchange roles for a night.

Lastly, I would like to thank Group 5 and our mentors Ben & Huili so much for th fun,joy and laughters! You guys are so missed (':

Spent yesterday studying with Nakz, her friend, Ck & YY.

Nakia & her friend left halfway because she couldnt concentrate and wanted to watch a movie!

LOL, so Im left with th usual 2 I studied with on monday!

Well, it was more productive yesterday (:

Im going to study soon, 4 more chaps to go for MOB!

Letter 7 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to.

2010-08-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

This particular person would definitely be my Great Grandfather from my father's side.

It's also a good thing because he is th only deceased person in my whole family, I'm thankful for that.

Dear Tai Gong,

I think I barely talked to you at all because you speak Hokkien and I do not know how to speak that language. But when I visit you, you never fail to make me feel welcome with that smile and endless head nodding of yours. I remember I was just Primary 4 when you passed away and my mother broke th news to me while I was eating chicken rice. What a nice time to break th news to me. And you know, now that Tai Ma is still alive I actually learnt a few basic Hokkien words so I can communicate with her. I kind of regret not being able to talk to you when you're still alive but I hope you're somewhere safe right now.

Lots of ♥

Your Great Granddaughter.

2010-08-08T03:06:00.005+08:00

YOU. (:

Letter 10 - Someone I dont talk to as much as I'd like to.

2010-08-05T21:44:00.003+08:00

Dear someone,

It's been kinda long since we last spoke to each other. It's not your fault we stopped speaking to each other, it was my fault. It was a situation I did not know how to handle and at that point of time, I thought it'd be easier if I just stopped all contact with you. I kind of miss texting you every night, complaining to you whatever shit that happened during my day. Until now, I still do not have th courage to just pick up th phone and just send you a simple text. Well, no use regretting because I was th one who screwed up everything. Take care.

Much misses & ♥,

Glenys.

Just so you know

2010-08-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

cute? :B

Today was so slacky, I slept til 12 plus 1.

Havent been sleeping in till so late for quite awhile and it feels real good!

Got changed and went to catch Inception with YinYin, Chingkei & Sister Galen.

It's a good show! (Y)

Im still deciding if I should go to school tmr, 5 hours of break as some lessons are cancelled.

Nice one can.

Tsk, BBQ on Sat. Cant wait!

Im going to start on my Letter 10 now.

Only one

2010-08-05T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today is a great day, POA sucks as per normal.

Had tutorial & lecture then headed home to change.

Met Nakz & ChingKei at jurong, headed back to school for Aipoh's "concert".

Haha! Th finalists werent that bad, Aipoh did well too!

Hi, my bunch of people are you guys skipping Econs tmr? >:

Inception have slot at 12.30/3.50 :B

I so want to watch Inception.

Have been watching far too many movies, hahahaha!

Street Dance

2010-08-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hi Everyone!

I noticed I havent been blogging for awhile.

Today, I just finished a major project of mine!

Huge relief!

Yesterday, I caught street dance with Nakia, Chingkei, HuiPing, YinYin & Jam!

I think it's super nice, old storyline but it's th dancing that you cant miss.

I rate it 4.5/5. Go catch it!

Compared to stepup/stepup 2 I'd prefer this movie.

Although their british accent was kinda strong, nonethless, great choreography!

Breakfast with th same old bunch tmr ♥

Letter 9 - Someone I would like to meet.

2010-08-03T23:54:00.006+08:00

Dear Kyuhyun,

I really want to meet you as you're a really talented singer! Although you're a Korean, you're able to sing beautifully in Mandarin as well as English. Obviously, you're so damn cute. HAHAHAHAHA. Nakia knows how much I like you (: And I hope I'll be able to see you when you come over to Singapore with Super Junior at th end of this year! I'm glad you didnt die in that fatal car accident >:

Much ♥,

Glenys.

Letter 8 - My favorite internet friend.

2010-08-01T01:10:00.003+08:00

Well, I have no favorite internet friend actually.

I've met like all of them so yeah, they're more like my friends than internet friends.

I guess there will be no letter for my favorite internet friend.

So, this will just be a normal post for th day.

Just came back home from NDP Preview.

Had mac ice cream at Marina's grass patch with some of th group 5s.

I'm really really very tired. Eyes were bloodshot red when I got home.

My head's heavy. I feel mentally, physically and emotionally tired.

Sleep is what I really need right now.

Neverthless, I had fun today. Alot of fun, screamings,shoutings and jumping.

Next week will be th actual show alr, time flies.

Group 5, thanks so much for th past saturdays we spent together.

I'll miss you guys so much after this NDP show, so let's just put in whatever we have in th last show! (:

Letter 7 - My Ex Boyfriend.

2010-07-31T01:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Ex Boyfriend,

I think th song above says it all. It's your birthday today, Happy birthday (: Thanks for everything for th past 3 years. We've tried enough, I still think we're better off as friends. No doubt, you made a big impact on my life but I've learn to cope without you. Haha, I think you did too. What I hope for is that we're able to return to th time where we were good friends before we got together. Like what I always tell you, I'm here to talk whenever you need me. Hmm, I really hope you find another girl who will treat you better than I do. All th best.

Much ♥,

Your Ex Girlfriend.

Letter 7 - A Stranger.

2010-07-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hi dear Stranger,

I dont know you at all. I dont know when I'll ever get to know you. But I hope we get along maybe as friends. But I hope you're not someone of importance in my life. Who knows right? Just as long as you're normal,fun,crazy,weird not a freak I dont see why we'll have problems getting along! (:

Much ♥,

Glenys

Letter 5 - My dreams.

2010-07-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

Dear dream,

I only have you as a dream and that's to be a Vet. Although it seems kind of impossible right now, I hope you really come true. I want you not as a dream but a reality. There's nothing I really want right now. Animals are what I'm passionate for, humans, not so much. That's why I'm wondering what th hell I'm doing in HR management. But i should not procrastinate any further and do well in this diploma. Whatever it is, dream please come true.

High hopes & ♥,

Your owner.

I need a break

2010-07-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

I guess it's time for an update?

I had NDP NE3 yesterday and it was so freaking awesome because everybody was so so so so so HIGH!

Obviously, Group 5 are th ones who made everything oh so fun for me! :D

As 9th of August is coming, I feel like everything's coming to an end.

There'll be no more saturday training which means no more fun time with group 5.

I've been spending my Saturdays with them ever since ... June?

I'm going to miss th fun we have when NDP ends ):

Talking about today, went to Bugis to meet HuiPing,Jam & Hilda for DBE.

I think we ended up looking at cute,hot & pretty guys instead of concentrating on DBE!

But still, a day out with them was definitely worth it as we got to bond more.

Starbucks to Ajisen then to Macs.

Around 8 me and Huiping went to shop.

I bought like 2 shirt & a blazer, while HuiPing looked around and decided not to buy any.

Thanks HuiPing! For shopping with me (:

Hi my group, please concentrate and do well for DBE.

We have a sucky topic but let's make do with it. Complaining wont get us anywhere.

Let's get this over and done with, see you guys tmr!

Letter 4 - My Siblings.

2010-07-22T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hey th 3 of you,

You know you guys piss me off all th time and makes me go crazy because you guys are so damn crazy. But there are times where my attitude sucks and you guys just take it in and not piss me off any further. And there are times we really have fun together. We may quarrel and fight alot but we never fail to make up like after a few hours. I guess that's just how siblings are, we forget what we were fighting for in just awhile and we'll be back talking and joking like usual. (: I think w/o th 3 of you, I would be so bored at home because I have no one to complain and make fun of Mummy when she does something that really piss us off. Hahahaha, I'm glad to have you guys as my sisters and brother.

♥,

Your Sister.

WakeTime

2010-07-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

I noticed I havent been posting about my life for quite awhile.

So I'll take this time to update.

Last week, watched Despicable Me with Nakia,ChingKei & Yinyin.

Went to Pitstop with Group 5 for quality bonding time!

And Saturday, I had my first NE show. Apparently, my sector were filled with adults.

Not th Primary 5s. Oh well.

The fireworks were so nice, I think you guys should go catch it too (:

Life has been busy. Filled with deadlines and projects.

Wakeboarding cant be any better, training like 3 times a week.

God knows how I'm going to cope.

Just had wakeboarding water training just now, I cant explain how much I love wakeboarding although it's costly and stuff.

Many people say that I'm out of my mind, going for a sport that needs 80$/hour.

So long as it's my interest, I dont see why I'm wrong trying to do it. (:

Hmm, I'm really really tired.

Goodnight, I'm going to complete th next letter in "30 days of letter".

Letter 3 - My parents.

2010-07-20T22:20:00.003+08:00

Dear Daddy & Mummy,

Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense in th past and even til now. Whatever I ask for, I pretty much get all of them. Mummy, you know sometimes I really dislike you because you're so damn naggy and irritating. And yet at times you really make a good mother because you always listen to whatever stupid things I have to complain about my day,friends and even r/s. And of course, you always get me whatever I want. And I feel guilty for disliking you already. Just try not to be so naggy? Daddy, you're always overseas. Ever since I was young and I got pretty much used to it already. You always have high expectations for me, be it studies or being a sister to th younger ones, stress at times but I tried my hardest to achieve th studies part. Th other part is like a total failure. Obviously, you're th one who always get me whatever I wanted. You never rejected anything I ask for, I think. Thanks for giving me a home and whatever I need and want. I know I should feel blessed having this family and I really do. Both of you wont probably get to see this but I think I should just pen it down. Thanks for everything Mummy & Daddy (:

Lots of ♥,

Your daughter.

Letter 2 - My crush/eye candy

2010-07-18T18:41:00.004+08:00

This is kind of hard for me because I dont really have a particular one other than J.

But J is like an eye candy! Which is also like crush right?

Alright, J.

Dear J,

I just want to say you are so damn cute. You're so photogenic and I think I almost died when you walked past me during CCA drive. I'm so jealous when my friends were at th same camp as you! HAHAHAHAHAHA. But that's all because I think I need a break from r/s.

Much ♥,

Glenys.

PS: Friends, this is not a crush or whatever. Keyword: Eye candy.

Letter 1, Bestfriend(s)

2010-07-15T20:02:00.003+08:00

For bestfriend, I think I do have many.

Like seriously, there's no way I can pick one that I want to write to.

So here's a letter to all my bestfriends (:

You guys know who you are.

Dear Bestfriends,

I want to thank you guys for being there at certain points of my life. There's no point where I feel that I have no one to turn to. Be it happy or sad, you guys are always there. Heart to heart talks, doing nonsensical things together. I know all of us are busy with school, we dont really meet often. But distance doesnt matter does it? Haha, there are so many of you. And if I list it out, I'm scared I'll miss any out. And I dont want any to feel like you've been left out. Of course, not forgetting my '03 classmates and my tubbies! You guys are awesome too! I'm spending most of my time with you guys and you guys never fail to entertain me with all your awesome crap. 2 more years with you guys, I cant wait (:

You know,I feel so blessed to have all of you in my life!

Much ♥,

Glenys.

30 Days of letter.

2010-07-15T07:51:00.003+08:00

I'm going to attempt this.

Writing a letter for 30 days, each day with different purpose.

But I'll do it on my blog because writing a letter is a little you know.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Starting from tmr (:

Dynamite

2010-07-15T00:32:00.003+08:00

I'm coming home far too late these few days and I'm seriously very tired when I'm home.

Which means I wont do my tutorials at all.

I should stop playing & going out, which seems impossible.

3 reports & 2 presentations to go, I really need th energy to complete them & do well in them.

Today, there's a great "class spirit".

More than half of th class skipped POA lecture and some of us went to pool AGAIN.

HAHAHAHA.

HuiPing,Yinyin,Jam,Ben,QinHui,Nakia, Ching Kei & Galen.

Needless to say, time with them is always fun!

After pool, headed to JP with YY, Huiping,Jam and Ching Kei.

And I looked like a nerd quoted from Jackie because he carried my crumpler for me & I took his backpack.

Glenys,th Model Student(:

Had BK because Jackie didnt have enough money and was too man to borrow it from me -.-

But dinner was full of r/s talks and many discovered many secrets from one another :B

Good bonding time I have to say!

Hopefully, Despicable Me with Chingkei, Galen & Yinyin tmr.

Anyone who wants to join, text me alright!:D

Taboo

2010-07-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

Had quite alot of fun towards th end of th day!

Had Taboo game for MOB, seriously it's alot of fun.

Then headed to Moberly for pool with Nakz,Huiping,Galen and Ching Kei with 2 other guys.

I swear it's damn funny & fun playing with them.

Long time since I laughed that much (:

Trained home with Galen & ChingKei, *Scandal talk on th way*

HAHAHAHA, Are friends awesome or what?!

Flu and fever sucks

2010-07-08T21:39:00.007+08:00

Currently at home because I'm unwell to go to school.

Woke up and my flu and fever seem to get alot worse than th night before.

Damn.

Bintan tmr and I dont know how I'm going to enjoy myself there being in this state.

*prays I'll be alright when I wake up tmr*

Haha, went for some blood donation thing with YinYin,Nakia and Qinhui yesterday.

But somehow Me, Yinyin and Nakia couldnt donate. Due to temperature and lack of iron.

How th hell can I be lacked of iron, I eat beef and red meat quite frequently.

Ah whatever, I just want to get better ):

Stats just made things much worse, I got a 43 for SPSS.

Wasted my time staying up all th way to 5 plus to study.

Argh.

I'm going to have my breakfast, I'll probably update when I'm back from Bintan.

Good luck, motivators who are attending NE Show this sat! <:

EDITED!

Just got back from Eclipse movie, It's super awesome.

15 mins of actions, but still it wasnt so bad!

Had Dian Xiao Er for dinner, followed by movie.

But I can only eat th light food ike porridge which really suck.

Im feeling a little better, still running a fever.

I just taken my medicine because I dont want to be sick when Im supposed to be enjoying in Bintan.

Alright, Im going to sleep!

Another thing, thanks to those who text me those get well soon texts or those who left me messages on my wall. Thanks alot, you know you guys just made me feel alot better because I know there are people who care for me!

Much ♥

Obvious

2010-07-06T21:53:00.003+08:00

School was alright, had presentation and I think I did better.

Presentation, always gets me so nervous.

But I think practice makes perfect. I've done many presentations by now.

Balling tmr with Leon,GuanSiang, Manwai, Iraa and others, excited (Y)

Long time since I touched a basketball, I guess my skill must be so bad now.

And my flu's not getting any better. I hope for it to get better.

But I dont like to take my medicine, argh.

Nowadays, I can hardly find anything to blog because there's things I want to say and I dont want to say it here.

Contradicting? Yeah, I find it contradicting too.

Alright, time to bathe and finish POA.

Pyramid

2010-07-05T19:55:00.001+08:00

Earthquakes cant shake us.

Cyclones cant break us.

Hurricanes cant take away our love.

2010-07-03T08:18:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO SP WAKEBOARDERS WHO ARE COMPETING TODAY! :D

I cant attend because I have NDP rehearsal ):

A short post this morning!

Was dead tired yesterday, like really.

Schooled til 5 and I felt like I was dying. Headache and I felt like vomiting.

So I went over to my grands house and ate, came back home bathed and slacked in front od th com.

Somehow, I fell asleep.

Yay, having th half dress rehearsal at Padang. Nervous because there are spectators alr<:

Shall blog about it when I get home or I'll blog tmr if Im too tired!

Byebye.

So damn unwell

2010-07-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

When I saw you from a distant, my heart just stopped. And I was thinking " God, why so coincidental?"

Anyway, it's good to see that you're fine and alright. Got more than I can ask for.

Told myself I have to blog somehow.

I left this blog untouched like for a week.

This week school started and I guess it's a good thing.

Got back results and all my modules are so average. Kind of expected?

Because I only studied last minute, I swear I wont "Ling shi bao fuo jiao". Ah, whatever that is. I wont do last minute work.

I hope I stick to what I just said.

Sick today, feverish. So I skipped school and stayed at home.

Like a dead corpse lying on th sofa and sleeping th whole day, super unproductive.

I hope I will get my ass to school tmr! Kinda excited for Saturday though, finally there'll be spectators.

And I cant wait to see Cluster 5 in th costumes!

I bet there'll be many many camwhoring sessions. (Y)

Bintan in a week's time, I'm so damn excited!

Need a little breather

2010-06-21T02:50:00.004+08:00

Its been a hectic weekend for me.

Firstly, very first NDP Rehearsal at Padang.

As it was th first rehearsal, everything wasn't going on as planned so there were expected delays.

So we just continued to practice our balloon sculpturing, my nails makes making balloons a whole lot worse!

Well,Padang has no shelters so it's very very hot and warm.

Our no shorts rule made things even worse.

Many were in folded jeans trying to forget about th sweltering heat!

I'm no exception.

Well, we just ran through th whole NDP thing and know what to do and where to stand.

There were fireworks too, just a little though.

We rehearsed til 8 plus going to 9. That's pretty much a whole day of rehearsal.

All th runnings, walking up and down 4 levels of seats. It's really taxing!

Trained home with Cluster 5!

I still find this rehearsal much more fun than previous trainings, I bet many agree with me too!

Secondly, I had Service learning for ONOW today with 03.

We brought some kids from an orphanage to ECP to play.

And it was fun and tiring, its been such a long time since I interact with kids that age.

Had some pretty funny and not so nice experiences through it but I think it's still worth it as th kids are all so happy at th end of th day (:

And I think that's what 03 wants too, smiles!

After th whole thing ended, I could really feel th pain in my feet.

Like seriously, pain.

But I had no choice but to walk all th way to busstop with YuanQing,Nakia,Jam,Yinyin,HuiPing,Ching Kei and Galen.

Decided to head to bedok to eat but Nakia,Jam and YuanQing decided not to join us.

Had lots of fun chatting with th rest at mac!

I think th class got to bond more over this outing and seriously, I love 03!

PS: There are no pictures of th kids as I'm not allowed to post it up.